Friday, January 31, 2014

September: Running Back

I've been putting a good amount of thought into my future with a certain man. 
I swore to myself that I would not be optimistic. I certainly was optimistic. 
At the end of last semester I realized that I needed to be selfish and tell the man I loved...
...that I never had stopped loving him. 
So, I did just that. 
You often see in movies a defining moment where someone drops what they are doing and runs,
runs,
runs,
to the one they love. I did just that, and I want to say that it didn't matter. 
Truth be told, it did matter. It mattered to me and those who love me.
It matters to him too. He can't claim to be a sad story anymore, because the pretty girl did come back and declare that she loved him. She wants what is best for him. 
So I'll say this...
If you are going to head back, then do so running.
Because, even if what you find there has changed...you will be stronger to move forward. 
I've been putting a good amount of thought into my future with this man - I will not have one. 

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